I mixed too much personal with too much weightloss and have neglected this blog too much lately. So I’m going to just start a new one & start over. I will for sure make a weightloss blog. And possibly a separate personal one. If you would like the links to these please message me non-annon & tell me which one you want a link too. I’ll gladly let you know what it is. Thanks guys and sorry for the neglect! :(
With my boyfriend is a fucking disaster. A waste of fucking money. I wish oh you know he would have just gotten me a birthday present instead of buying himself a new skateboard. Instead my dad spent $500 on our hotel room for the weekend. Which is pretty cool but everything else fucking blows. I want to leave. Way to like ruin everything. Kinda hurt how I spend so much money on you and you couldn’t buy me a birthday gift bevause you wanted new skate shoes & a board.
How to get skinny for the weekend without pills? Hmm.
How tall are you?
Anonymous
I am 5 feet & 3 inches short. :/
I’m too tired for this. I hate working full time. It may not be super hard work, but I’m exhausted. Im Stressed like hell. I don’t want to fucking move out of my house. I don’t want to have to pay bills. I want to be young and stupid and focus on college. I don’t know which to fucking take. The apartment or the townhouse.. Im tired & stressed. I’m too tired to go to the gym at the end of the day. And I’ve gained 3 pounds. I was at 130.5 fucking pounds! Now I’m 133 probably pushing 140. It shows and I can feel it! I don’t want this! Any of this!
He has an interview tomorrow for a job that seems to be pretty great. Thursday we (I) am going to go look at a townhouse that came available next to my mom that is way bigger and cheaper then the apartment I’m suppose to move into. So I’ll make the final decision as to which one to take. And then this weekend we are going out of town and my dad paid for us to get a badass hotel as apart of my birthday gift & it’s going to be fun! Things are looking good right now. :)))
Today’s agenda. :)
Instead of the girl wishing ‘damn, I wish I looked like that’
It’s my birthday! I shall sleep all day, clean up the house, attempt to buy my mom a mothers day card, & avoid food. :))
It’s going to be a good night. Bringing in my birthday right! Oh my birthday is tomorrow too. May 13th. Mothers day.
Let’s see how this turns out. :)
Resulted in alot of broken things, materialistic, and not so much. A door that needs to be fixed, a wall that needs a chunk, and memories of my father & mother that can’t be taken back.
My birthday isn’t untill next Sunday (May 13th). My granddad left me a birthday card the last time he left. He won’t be back here untill next month when I move out so that he can sell the house. Anyway. I was going to wait till my birthday to open it. But I didn’t. It’s from my both my grandparents… My grandmother was taken from us July of 2011 from cancer.. He talks about her openly as if she were writing it with him. I wish I wouldn’t have opened it. Now I’m a mess.
I promise any of you guys who pay attention to my depressing blogs… I’ll be updating on this current boyfriend, weightloss, school, job, apartment situation later..
Happy 1 year & 4 months to us… Not. 3
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